wow last day of school. didn't think i'd actually be sorry to see the last of school, but it's actually quite sad to know we wont be seeing each other as often anymore. heh. well, the farewells were said, the teachers thrown and taupoked and we ended up in sentosa, where i ended up playing 3 hours of soccer. i think i probably should work on actual playing instead of ramming into people and freaking them out. have bruises on shin, cut on foot and sprained finger. bleah. and now i'm really tired. been tired since i stopped playing. i'm in the state of mind where i think straight, but there's a short circuit between my brain and my mouth, so i say things either incoherently or inadverdantly. oops.

aaah tootired. thanks all :D should've hung out with you guys more. sorry :(

regrets...

music of the moment - creed - six feet from the edgeone last breath

mm. che funky

omgomgogmgomg so saaaad. school's ending, just when it was getting fun. ALWAYS like that. anyways. fun stuff include pizza after school courtesy of mr rama. and then, for that, we had to post the sat registration stuff up for him. then there was biking around namly/leedon area today under a fantastic blue sky and i was HAPPY :D

yeah, don't take much to make me happy.

mood of the moment - happy/content
music of the moment - danko jones - cadillac
coldplay - everything's not lost

when i counted up my demons
saw there was one for everyday
with the good ones on my shoulder
i drove the other ones away..

ahhh i gotta get into the groooove...studying that is. i'm getting there i think..it seems like studying is easier after exercise, like soccer :P soccer is...amusing. especially when you end up with a 3 meter radius around you coz the guys dont dare tackle you. pleh. unfunness.

on a side note, i hate hate HATE corrupted files. my complete sandman is CORRUPTED. and the one i have now is INCOMPLETE. like, crap.

on -another- side note, i'll never look at physics in the same way again. the sort of crap we start talking about is so blatantly euphemistic you can't repeat it in normal conversation. well, relatively sedate and normal conversation. omg, i can never regard shm in the same way again.

music of the moment - guns 'n' roses - paradise city

i am a freudian dreambot godot.

i am godot.

flitterthoughts:
- the primality(primalness?) of rock is my salvation since i cant find it where i want it. i get an almost feral grin when i hear the distortion, and i can forget what i want to forget, at least for the 4 minutes and 8 seconds that give me wings
- wings. things that i dream about along with other people, the cast that includes so many others. do dreams expose things i understand subconsciously? it would make a lot of things fall into place, and explain many more.
- omgomgimgonnafailalevelsahmorespecificallysphysicsbecauseimtotallyscrewedinmybasicbasicphysicsOHTHEIRONYOFITALL

eee. i need a hug. i need the comfort. :(

panicpanicpanichmmmmmmmm