whee! have fixed the lan connection! i rock! we can transfer files after one year!

lessons learnt:
1. do not dash/tear around house while shuttling between 2 computers. mom moves furniture. furniture wont get out of your way.
2. when resetting everything, ensure that you follow instructions to the letter. disconnecting the computer your brothers are playing on and then reconnecting it isnt the same as shutting down everything
3. swear softly. if all else fails, prolong it so that it doesnt sound like the f-word.

and our house is a danger zone. if it's not furniture, it's nails. and nails are painful. they pierce deep. and if it's not nails, it's k'nex on the floor of a dark room, or it's papers, or it's the carpet.

why do you think i'm so accident prone? :P

music of the moment - frank sinatra and the rat pack - fly me to the moon
mood of the moment - happy :)

my chun lian is hanging up on the wall.

i go by it with my eyes shut/averted.

oh, the mortification.

dong dong chiang.
happy chinese new year.

blasted cny celebrations. misty halls suck.

disillusioned
walking dream
falling willingly
black taint
scarred raw

i really hate myself sometimes.


music of the moment - john williams - schindler's list theme, sting - englishman in new york
mood of the moment - upset

la biere coule a flot dans les couloirs du chateau enfoui sous la guimauve!

whee!

ahhhhhhhhhhh.
muscle is twitching again.

bloody hell.

hmm. noticed how all elf armour tends to go to the curly and intricate side. was comparing the bloodmage to the legolas and gimli painting by john howe, where legolas is in his elf armour. looks kinda...similar :P

i swear, i shall always remember bio as the most...perverted topic in the entire history of science. plant reproduction especially. you dont wanna know.

warcraft 3 expansion the frozen throne is coming out!!!!

they have a bloody MANA VAULT! i know a friggin mana vault when i see one and this is IT!!!



tell me this ain't cool, man :)

my conn is utterly screwy.

When You're Happy and You Know It, Bomb Iraq

If you cannot find Osama, bomb Iraq.
If the markets are a drama, bomb Iraq.
If the terrorists are frisky,
Pakistan is looking shifty,
North Korea is too risky,
Bomb Iraq.

If we have no allies with us, bomb Iraq.
If we think someone has dissed us, bomb Iraq.
So to hell with the inspections,
Let's look tough for the elections,
Close your mind and take directions,
Bomb Iraq.

It's "pre-emptive non-aggression", bomb Iraq.
Let's prevent this mass destruction, bomb Iraq.
They've got weapons we can't see,
And that's good enough for me
'Cos it's all the proof I need
Bomb Iraq.

If you never were elected, bomb Iraq.
If your mood is quite dejected, bomb Iraq.
If you think Saddam's gone mad,
With the weapons that he had,
(And he tried to kill your dad),
Bomb Iraq.

If your corporate fraud is growin', bomb Iraq.
If your ties to it are showin', bomb Iraq.
If your politics are sleazy,
And hiding that ain't easy,
And your manhood's getting queasy,
Bomb Iraq.

Fall in line and follow orders, bomb Iraq.
For our might knows not our borders, bomb Iraq.
Disagree? We'll call it treason,
Let's make war not love this season,
Even if we have no reason,
Bomb Iraq.

ROFL!!! brilliant.
you can get this from TalkingCock.com

and scrub your dirty mind. it's nothing like that.

you're forcing the facade
and you know it.
you dont want to feel bad
and you show it
unconsciously,
just
because.

and you always make me smile
each time you come around
because you feel uncomfortable

around open hate.

msn is screwing up. i take half an hour to sign in.

who else has this problem?

msn suddenly disconning you is not abnormal. happens all the time.

...and you always seem to make me smile...

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalnien.


mood swingy.
chet baker - walking shoes.

am reading good omens by terry pratchett and neil gaiman. or rather, rereading. while programming webbies.








and suddenly i feel apathetic. somehow the anger has been subdued and is hiding in the safe.

this is her,
watching helplessly as her
feet wave around
aimless arrows pointing
into nowhere

she nods her head rhythmically
unable to stop the agreement
that her body is no longer her own.

she cannot control it,
this waving of her limbs
windmilling
like out-of-control pendulums
lulling
in its hypnotic, despotic,
macabre rhythm.

this is she,
as she is now,
sobbing through a voice
she used to have,
convulsing in spasms

relief,
is long in coming
in this void
a shell
and she has no egg-tooth
(it dropped
long ago)

and this is me,
as i sit here
and stare at her,
(i cannot look away)

it is just me
and she
and her ghost
between us.

mi nórë, quén melnye...





a inyë melquén.

dad has just spilled the car perfume thing in the car.

the whole family has declared it a national emergency.

we're all laughing over googlism here :) me and my brothers. the most bizarre so far....

neil is the sexiest lizard i've ever seen in my whole damn life

and someone help me. my brothers have all gone horny. the fact that they are younger than me does not give me comfort. they are all doms. aka dirty old men. old in terms of...mental imagination. :P


good lords the smallest one is flashing.