Saturday, April 12, 2003

preet your atheist quote is not the first. someone else beat you to it.

he's called Luis Bunuel. the quote goes "i'm still an atheist, thank god"

*goes off to laugh like hell*

Friday, April 11, 2003

oh crap i ache.
yesterday was fencing again. after about two and a half hours of fencing my muscles were starting to complain. back included. then was little break and trying to cut bits of gershwin's rhapsody in blue so that the audience would not get bored, then it was back down to fencing, real this time.

i got jabbed quite a bit.

ow. now my legs rebel at being used.

Thursday, April 10, 2003

urk.
was discussing what it would be like to really have thick fuzzy caterpillars for eyebrows.

so many situations, none of them good. i mean, what good can you see in a situation that goes something like: "waiter! theres a caterpillar in my sou-...oh never mind. its my eyebrow"

and what if you have one of those incidents where you walk into a glass door or something.


yuk.

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

hehehehehhe.
me watching f1, the race day analysis on all things f1, and then the brazil replay...

dad trots out of the room and joins mom on the couch.

two little bundles of energy bounce out of room and plonk selves in front of tv.

mom asks why they are out in the "you're-not-supposed-to-be-out" tones.

dad admits guilt.

mom gives dad a Look.

dad asks why he deserves that Look.

mom grumbles about how "its so hard to get those two to bed"

me and brother try to muffle laughter.


heh. brazil is a washout.

I am an imaginary number
1i
I don't really exist

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what number are you?

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now you see me, now you dont.






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moo.

i think i'll go hide now.
i wasnt sure about this. so i took it twice.

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good. i can play games. now all i need is a hard drive, a monitor, a keyboard, a mouse, a processor...
you get the idea.
ergggggg. forgotten how exhilerating hack and slash can be sometimes. like when you're frustrated. there's nothing like taking out a horde of hungry deads, plus a hero or two in the bargain. with a sorceress. ice bolt, poof, and they're so much ice cubes.

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

hmm. i hate hw. ok fine. merely dislike.

...its not so bad...you're only the best i ever had...

mood of the moment - exasperated, frustrated, tired, -ed
music of the moment - vertical horizon - the best i ever had

Monday, April 07, 2003

ooooooooogh. green tea on top of spag. not good combination.
i had a premonition today.

i dont know if its coming true. part of it certainly is.

i wish it wasnt.

Sunday, April 06, 2003

...inyë faile...

mernye
...and steal my heart and take the pain
and take the selfish, take the weak
and all the things i cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
take my world apart...
argh. was at sleepover. haha. nuff said. doesnt look like i was missed anyways.

good guitaring though.

i still ache from fencing attempts. hope you all remember how to fence.

oo. reminds me. song dl time. *trundles off*

i know i'm not making sense. hooray.

Thursday, April 03, 2003

ow. my jaws ache like hell.

ever seen the knights of camelot in lego?
and all the lyrics of sir robin and the explanation on how to imitate the monk chant??

hilarious.
i think i know why i was crabby.
i dont like the fact that my mom is arm twisting me. i guess i dont like either the fact that i became crabby. god, i have a lot to learn, and its all trial and error.


on a much more happier note, we got monty python. AND IT WORKS. even though it is the wrong code. MAN I LOVE IT. and its the special edition too!

i might not be online until late i think :P
am feeling extremely crabby because i have to get out of the house and i dont want to. better still mom is threatening to get me off the comp at 10 if i dont go out. talk about arm wrenching. i know i'll look back on this later and wonder why the hell i was kicking up such a big fuss (in fact i am wondering right now), but as of now 1810h on the 3rd of april 2003 i am feeling very frustrated and EXTREMELY annoyed.

and i am SICK of doing frigging HOMEWORK in a fricking PARK. i can do HOMEwork at HOME, as the name suggests.

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

last night i forgot something.

my friend sent me a message over msn messenger along the lines of "send this to x number of friends and at 9.55pm someone will message you over messenger and say they love you" or something like that. i find it quite sad that people, after exhausting the multiple possibilities of the wondrous tool called the email, have decided to bring this bane over to the msn messenger. even more sad is the fact that some people may actually believe its true and perpertrate it. how the hell can email/messenger actually tell you that someone will fall head over heels in love with you within, say, 4 hours of you sending this message over msn? incidentally, people, we call this spam.

unless of course, the sender or recipient sends the stated message of everlasting adoration. but then, its just a cynic speaking.

My personality is rated 42.
What is yours?
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i must be bored, ya think?

"eye ees the greem sqveaker. all feer mee."

<:3~~~~~~~
i have fixed the lan.

all hail me.

muahahhaahhahahahah.

:|
i can now send file from behind a router via icq.

now its file transfer via msn, or bust not.

look out world. i shall spam you with good music files.

Tuesday, April 01, 2003

...Festus Fatuorum ...
...centië yonta...
three welts on a burn on my arm.

....it was supposed to stop hurting long ago.

it did. now it just aches...
have spent a, shall we say, productive hour trying to set up the cables and the computer. it looks like a horde of angry little toddlers got at it, as compared to the horde of angry little tornadoes that the previous one looked like.

in other matters, it is april fools day. got prank called once, and that was it. how mundane :P
all 3 brothers fell for the same trick - you've got a hole in your pants.
do not try that one on ladies :P it gets...amusing. for a third party observer, that is.

*grin* setting up your own personal pc station in your own room and playing music on it is great, though :)

...April Fool...the joke's on you...

Monday, March 31, 2003

my cable modem and router are conspiring to drive me up the wall and around the bend in a maclaren-merc.

there are times when i dislike technology
found this great great site of animation....its HILARIOUS :)

try the fly one :)
"Hell hath no fury like a woman caricatured on an online drawing board"

*laughs*

Sunday, March 30, 2003

i am amazed at my own stupidity.

just came back from jogging at botanics. have realised how unfit i am. baaah.

was playing guit at serene. must play more.

and i got my tab back :) danke...





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muahahahahah. look out world.
am still nursing burn/blister i got from trying to manhandle the damned apple pie out of the oven.
it was good. and so were the mooshy cookies :)

im using damned a lot now. stupid rnj :| dam-ned. damn-ed.

whatever.

i think i'll go get more mooshy cookie mix next time.

mooshy cookie. i like the sound of it.

Saturday, March 29, 2003

my conn keeps screwing up. bah. damned router. i hate the conn, as i hate hell, all montagues, and thee router.

my brain got fried at east coast park today. its quite interesting, and vaguely deserted. no sars i hope.

Friday, March 28, 2003

i detest searching for rogue files. i have so many mp3s i cant keep track of them - they get lost in the slums and ghettos and cracks and corners of the big motherboard city.

i think i shall stick to one-liners from now on.

mood of the moment - square-eyed
music of the moment - girl from ipanema

Thursday, March 27, 2003






Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype
at mutedfaith.com.
[Angel.]




muahahhahahahahaha. all fear me.
as my brother so kindly puts it, we are in SARSI.

severe acute respiratory syndrome isolation.

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

have found out little brother has been near people from hk. wow.

mom refuses to let me out of house.

so wow gee.

i want out.
heh. with the hell lotta smsing that's going on, you all know by now that school's closed until 7th april.

so.

WE ARE SO SCREWED FOR R&J!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes. we're missing 2 audi rehearsals that we desperately need and we are SCREWED. F***ED and BUGGERED.

*freaks out*

ahem. in any case, its a holiday and my mom has kindly reminded me that i have no excuse not to fix the lan now.

heyy...i can actually do my homework and practice the rhapsody in blue now. *cheers up slightly* and i can SLEEP. woot.

according to my mom, its because the government cant trust the population to self-quarantine themselves. apparently one of the families that were supposed to be quarantined didnt. and the supposed-to-be-quarantined mom sent the supposed-to-be-quarantined kid to school. in a taxi. and they only found out when the teacher checked because he/she was informed that one of the students of her class was supposed to be quarantined.
and then there are kids who only admit that they have been to hk after it has been discovered they have fever, and are cornered and kept being asked by the teachers. and even then, when the mother are called down, she still insists on keeping her son in school.
so, understandably, the government wants to shut down the schools.

but SCREW. the JGS are CANCELLED. and that means that they will either a) change the motion, or b) they will not. :|


we all have NO idea how much is screwed up now. unis have to change exam schedules, jgs screwed up, rnj screwed up, and no holiday for us sec 4s because the 1.5-2 weeks we are having now is taken out of june holidays, and we have EXTRA LESSONS on TOP of THAT.

joy, joy, happy, joy, joy.
heh. with the hell lotta smsing that's going on, you all know by now that school's closed until 7th april.

so.

WE ARE SO SCREWED FOR R&J!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes. we're missing 2 audi rehearsals that we desperately need and we are SCREWED. F***ED and BUGGERED.

*freaks out*

ahem. in any case, its a holiday and my mom has kindly reminded me that i have no excuse not to fix the lan now.

heyy...i can actually do my homework and practice the rhapsody in blue now. *cheers up slightly* and i can SLEEP. woot.

according to my mom, its because the government cant trust the population to self-quarantine themselves. apparently one of the families that were supposed to be quarantined didnt. and the supposed-to-be-quarantined mom sent the supposed-to-be-quarantined kid to school. in a taxi. and they only found out when the teacher checked because he/she was informed that one of the students of her class was supposed to be quarantined.

but SCREW. the JGS are CANCELLED. and that means that they will either a) change the motion, or b) they will not. :|


we all have NO idea how much is screwed up now. unis have to change exam schedules, jgs screwed up, rnj screwed up, and no holiday for us sec 4s because the 1.5-2 weeks we are having now is taken out of june holidays, and we have EXTRA LESSONS on TOP of THAT.

joy, joy, happy, joy, joy.

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

this is SO not good.
i have now a total of 4 guys who will scream "JACK!!!" at me on a regular basis. and i doubt that they will not.

erk hate school. in a general, laid-back kind of hate.

18 days to go....

Monday, March 24, 2003

fear the glitzy panorama
tears and fears subsumed in drama
watch the lucky few's good karma
posing, thus arrayed

strutting down the bright red carpets
plastered grins on budding starlets
upright crook and honest varlets
play this vast charade

glam and glitter dance on the floor
reeling from the rude shock and awe
put aside your thoughts on this war
watch the pantomime

meanings twisted straight, square and round
winners, losers, the upped and downed
platitudes lost and might be found
- rewind for next time

Sunday, March 23, 2003


You are a descriptive writer. An avid reader of
Robert Frost, perhaps, you LOVE to use flowery
words and use the paper and pen as your canvas
and paintbrush. You prefer to paint a mental
image rather than simply toy around with
people's minds. A very inspired person, you
love to be in nature and usually are a very
outdoorsy type of person. A writer with a
natural green thumb, perhaps?


What's YOUR Writing Style?
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i am going quiz crazy.

music of the moment - vivo sonhando
mood of the moment - drained but for the wings.
.bossanova.
my god i have been bored.

sitting in front of the computer to listen to music and do work is distracting (duh). as of now, i have chalked up 206,310 on texttwist deluxe and i havent died yet. thank god for internet anagram databases.

yes i'm a cheater. sue me.

hahahah! homework! i probably have done more holiday homework than i have ever done in past one week term holidays! yay me! *slightly deranged*

Part of being sane, is being a little bit crazy.
-- Janet Long

dont know who she is. peace out.

Saturday, March 22, 2003

ahhh. drowning in work.

someone save me.

...what happened to you? where have you gone?


I like work: it fascinates me. I can sit and look at it for hours.
-- Jerome K. Jerome, "Three Men in a Boat", 1889


mood of the moment - happy. ish. theres sun outside and i'm stuck here but the view's great :) among other...things.
music of the moment - jesse cook - tempest
Dark Water
You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and
find peace in yourself, or maybe you're
turmoiled but pull off peace.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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fascinating. i never knew.

You see the would in Red, Green, and Blue
Red/Green/Blue:
To you, the world is logical. Everything happens
for a reason, life is scientific. You like to
find solutions. I doubt you needed to take this
quiz in order to realize this.

You see the world in Gray
Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.


What color do you see the world in?
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well, which one? i keep getting these two.

erm..ok. which means probably the former.
yoik. dont check mail for 2 days, have 23 new messages + 2 junk mail. not a lot, but enough.

just finished watching press conference for iraq war. fascinating. i really like the bbc journalists :) their wit is really apparent :]

erm. day before, as with today, was/am bone tired. today because running around in botanics playing inane games with brothers is sapping, while yesterday was because of church bbq...and captains ball. i forgot how exhilarating that game was/is...and i really admire the other team for sticking on and giving their best even though they had "goal drought spells" :P they all rock :]

moon was huge yesterday, vernal equinox or something...low hung, bright and large, yellow and roundish, with a bit chopped off at 11 'o clock. i could almost snatch it out of the sky or something, it was that close...

homework calls...*toddles off and disappears into a pile of homework like the shrew i saw after dinner...*

...and theres that little bit that's missing,
out of a nearly perfect sky,
but i think my heart is healing
'cause i lived and let you die...

Thursday, March 20, 2003

and now its fixed! yay!
erk.
theres something wrong with my blog
argh.
mrs fields cookies and muffins are really great, but when you take a bit of muffin and get a whole sugar surge throughout your head, theres something to be said for bitterish coffee.

me getta play gershwin! yay ^^.
well even if not, i getta learn it. :)

was nearly elbowed by jinin when being page turner. she has vicious and expressive elbows.

link of the day: general it humour
check out the lan one :)

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

heh.

"yeah right. and i'm the sugar plum fairy."

"you are? no wonder the stoned look."

"if i WAS the sugar plum fairy, you'd be sweet preserved fruit by now."


arglebargle.poof.

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

strange things you learn from debate - "haze does NOT cause bronchitis!!"

dont ask. suffice it to say that we dont do well for environmental motions.





Are you British?

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good grief. all the uk people got this.

i wonder what kitson would get :P
bah. its hot. the ri camp shirt, while comfortable, is damn hot. as in stuffy.

i should be changing into hongzi to go for training now, but i dont care. take that!

mood of the moment - wilted
music of the moment - rusted root - send me on my way

Monday, March 17, 2003

hmm.
little brothers need mental conditioning, to let them know that there is more to life than sex, movies and video games.
and one needs to learn how to put on a shirt.
other little brother: "put on a shirt lah! who do you think you are, rambo issit?"
offending brother: "hah! rambo isnt as sexy as me!"

god save this world.

bah sleepy.

pseudo philosophical thought of the day a la sinfest
if anarchists love chaos, then why do they operate in little groups with leaders?

Sunday, March 16, 2003

i refuse to sing the psalms again alone.

amazingly survived running in the jungle. and it was short. damn, if i'm tired and i'm forced to run, at least let me run a long one :P

had movie marathon :P best one - pixar's "for the birds". hilarious :)

Saturday, March 15, 2003

whoooo. havent swum in a long time....:P

in any case. debate. we broke. condolences to those who didnt, congrats to those who did.
we lived up to the stoopid announcement anyways.

rmun. UK, SC. yay :)
and i am not switching with you, claud :P

whatever. i need to live down the feeling that i have water up my nose :|

Thursday, March 13, 2003

ow.owowowowoowowowow.

in just 6 hours, i have decimated and destroyed everything that i have (or rather, had) stood for up till this point in time.

and the font screws up again....

and theres prelim round 3 tomorrow...

and i have to go down to sell tickets again...

i detest you all. and i am disappointed at the way you people act sometimes.

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

arg. formal dinner.

screw the cameras you sadists.
ow. toestub.
hmm. selling tickets not entirely successful. BUY, you people! and honour your bookings!

dinner tomorrow. die. hahahha.

i think we're all losing it.

gee. ya think?

i do think.

i never knew.

Tuesday, March 11, 2003

i. detest. hansware. as. well.

it successfully screwed up the encoding on my computer.
i have never felt so pissed before.
but now it is fixed.
yay.

prepping. no qoo anymore before we all shoot the roof into little pieces from our overactivity.
realising that you have 5 minutes before you have to go and you have no case is a very good soberer.


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!

in the words of fallen:
"I hate you. I hate you. Die. I love you."

Sunday, March 09, 2003

i. detest. scanners.
F1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the new changes = BRILLIANT first race.

schumi attempting to overtake kimi was great - raikkonen held him off.
schumi debris!

final scores. coulthard, montoya, raikkonen.
schumi fourth. didnt even make top three in the first race. but he salvaged the car.
montoya threw away the lead in a spin.

cant wait for the next one!

mood of the moment - exhilarated
music of the moment - dizzy gillespie - summer samba

Saturday, March 08, 2003

...and in my delusion, i dreamt i loved you...
...but the delirium still lives on...

Friday, March 07, 2003

tapineapplebungeebullyroundwritingtablewhee!
got flik
we're just too good to be true :)

not posting it now....may post later when finished :)

Thursday, March 06, 2003

my god. please dont let the bmcpws teach us the human reproductive system. we just had a tas--arghnononono. erm. not sample either. erm. prelude? of what is gonna come, and the whole class does NOT need to know what she tells us, sometimes.

help.

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

I am returning this otherwise good typing paper to you because someone has
printed gibberish all over it and put your name at the top.
-- An English Professor, Ohio University


now replace the 'typing paper' with 'life' and you've got me.

Monday, March 03, 2003

Duke Ellington - I'm Beginning to See the Light

I never cared much for moonlit skies,
I never wink back at fireflies,
But now that the stars are in your eyes,
I'm beginning to see the light.

I never went in for afterglow,
Or candle light on the mistletoe,
But now when you turn the lamp down low
I'm beginning to see the light.

Used to ramble thru the park
Shadow boxing in the dark
Then you came and caused a spark
That's a four alarm fire now...

I never made love by lantern shine,
I never saw rainbows in my wine,
But now that your lips are burning mine
I'm beginning to see the light!


mmm...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

dee dee bridgewater was soooooooooo good. and the drummer rocked!

now that's a new version of mack the knife :)

laaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

mood of the moment - as happy as i can be while doing math and differentiation of trig. which can be pretty darn happy, mind you.
music of the moment - duke ellington - i'm beginning to see the light...



"...now that your lips are burning mine
i'm beginning to see the light!"

Saturday, March 01, 2003

frt.
frtfrtfrt.

congrats.

...and that's all i have to say
to a world that i lost faith in...

Thursday, February 27, 2003

am mildly annoyed at moe, to say the least and the most.

on the other hand, training was hilarious :) prickly situations abound...:P

Sunday, February 23, 2003

manomanoman. theater system in your own house rocks, especially if its so like the cinema!
and no, it wasnt at my house.

lotr on xbox not too good. :|
the amount of dust your computer can gather on its surface is staggering.and also vaguely scary. it looks like i just wiped out a colony of semi-sentient dust bunnies from the corners of my computer drives.

but it looks cleaner now. and more healthy.

Saturday, February 22, 2003

gaaaaaaaaaaak.

you seriously dont want to know how much a patent will cost you.

more than an arm and a leg. and that's saying something.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

i feel much, much better :)

after training, claud and i trot down to nus to see the vc finals, ri vs acs(i). notable events include the "take this green, white and black hawk down" (and the subsequent..erm...applause) and "the worst is yet to be"

oh, and "trust the un!!"

then we took a bus/walked out of the campus, discussing the relativity of "downwards" and "upwards" and cabbed to mount e.

the expression on kitson's face was priceless. *grin*

thats it. any more and i'll be incriminated/exhumed/incarcerated or something. :P

Friday, February 21, 2003

hmm strange. i cant get claud's blog...

and i cant get lucas', or sam's, or sam's...


waitaminit.
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaa.k.
have motion, will travel :|

against cat high 1, quite bad. against acs 1 even worse. but debate training today was fun - i think we all had a bit too much chocolate. ram came in a bad mood, stuffed himself with chocolate, and persuaded himself that the day could only get better....according to him, it did get sufficiently better to override his sandals-turned-flip-flops. talk about bouncing, crapping, teachers, and the effects of writing on the position of heads. :P

Wednesday, February 19, 2003

status of onion - rerooting.
i have never seen a more sadistic vegetable.

Tuesday, February 18, 2003

status of onion - rooting
status of me - stoned/mood-swingy/bliss (listening to chopin!! :):):)
pin plays utopia. i am amazed/astounded/amused/shocked.

wow.
i assume he just started.
mmmm. chopin....eugene plays it really well :)
ballade in g minor...

and i'm still very amused. :)

mood of the moment - grinning/mildly amused
music of the moment - chopin - ballade in g minor

Monday, February 17, 2003

bah. xlab has caused little brothers to become upset. *roll eyes* anyone else have this problem?? no? damn.

my onion is growing. whee. its right next to me on a st. dalfour's jam jar and looks like a demented vegetative democrat or something. its menacing my phone.

Sunday, February 16, 2003

oh shit. and i cant find my organizer...

im gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

thank yew.
i'm so screwed. i cant find my file.

on another note, i'm damn tired as well, aching all over, the skin behind my ankles are rubbed raw and i'm feeling on top of the world. just ran/walked 2-4 clicks through the jungle and i feel fine. well, almost. i'm gonna collapse up the stairs tomorrow but what the heck.

and damn, ballade in g minor by chopin is good. eugene plays it damn well :)

Saturday, February 15, 2003

yow. crashed for 4 hours and only woke up coz brothers were screaming in the hallway over lego. gaaaaaah.
persistently kept thinking it was sunday and i had slept through it or something like that. or mebbe monday.

xlab! whoooooooe. its OVER OVER OVER!! *dances*
euphoria has worn off by now, but what the heck. won!! wheeeee!
dad has offered his services as business manager :P

ok thats enough now.

eurgh.

Friday, February 14, 2003

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

now that that's out of my system, let me proceed to today's events.

jgs. duh. and flowers and roses and whoopee its valentines day! chocolate n all. god my arm is aching. and i hate court shoes. and i have to wear them tomorrow. argh. dont really want to talk about this a lot coz too damn tired and have to wake up at 7 tomorrow so ya.

sooooooooooooo stoned.
bah.
painpainpain. arh aches sores on foot and ya oh well tired! whee!


hmm have just been told that the ads above my blog is advertising despo bachelors. these people are SAD.

happy valentine's day everyone :) *muah*

Thursday, February 13, 2003

i'm a msn smiley. serious.

ok. mebbe not.

and what the hell is so sick about warcraft????
its a damn verb meaning to play the damn game.

sickos.

Wednesday, February 12, 2003

its just damn weird when you're eating and theres classical music floating in through one ear, and linkin park reanimation blasting in the other


i have no idea what the hell i post on this blog these days :|



incidentally i have been slightly insane these past few days so please ignore the previous few posts :)

Tuesday, February 11, 2003

...they found a box
and, humans being humans,
only saw the words 'fragile' and 'drop'

they never knew
how close they came
to finding what the contents were.

it's a bit hard to pick up the pieces, now.
now i know what self destruction means.
Which OS are You?
Which OS are You?



*grin*
take a look at gnu/hurd :)
and windows 1.0. and windows me.
*snigger*

Sunday, February 09, 2003

úvëa melnyë [...and i loved you so much]

fainulyë [and you just let me go...]


lost, in this wonderland,
alice wanders.
over checkerboard fields,
through chess pieces,
dreaming of grinning purple cats
and somehow morphing pigs into babies.
a quaint world, yet somehow,
withering.
something is cutting the grass,
slashing it to smithereens.
each blade shatters like green emeralds
under a much sharper blade.
alice must run,
if she wishes to live...

<->

through the looking glass,
stares another person,
shivering in that other world
beyond the glass mirror,
trapped.
touch the glass, but you cant go through.
the silver key is kept in her apron,
and she'll never take it off -
she wants to stay in there.
its better that way,
theres no need to suffer
and theres no emotions whatsoever.

<->

their world is
twisted.
death's delusional dream.
mindless spirals of red and green.
black button eyes staring at you,
then dropping off, for alice to find.

Saturday, February 08, 2003

oooooof.

debate hangover. and i'm not speaking any more.
...and in my delusion, i dreamt i loved you...
but the delirium lives on...

Friday, February 07, 2003

quick backgrounder on iraq

and the "proof"
schitzer. 33 days to r&j...

we are soooo screwed.

i shall come down with an acute case of footinmouthitis tomorrow. and brainfuzzitis.
oh phewwww.
the monitor is back to normal.

my eyes are now in the state of "extremely relieved".

hate hate hate HATE stuff. just stuff.

ooo. debate tomorrow. am SO gonna DIE.

yeah, nice knowing you all.

Wednesday, February 05, 2003

...and my heart sings
swells up and bursts and i
pick up the broken pieces,
stuffing them down my throat, that they might
grow back again...

perhaps it is just as well.


music of the moment - enya - silver inches
mood of the moment - weighted.
well. the net's back up hooray.

and we did get debate motions regarding space missions etc. THBT the space programme has had it's day. hahahahhahahhahah. ahahah.

anyways. the monitor is screwed and hurting my eyes because my brothers decided to set the contrast and brightness to max for their damn game and now my eyes feel like when i first saw claud's social *flower* (or rather, "ocial *flower*") file.

it could probably light up the whole room by itself.

Monday, February 03, 2003

oh yes. sfong's right. new debate motions: THBT space missions are a waste of resources, THW stop space exploration etcetc.
laa. hooray for school comps.

anyways. its getting fixed on wednesday. have been running around playing lift tag and block tag and blind man's buff etcetcetc. sue me.

ahh, dunno.

do i smile now?

and what about the
black-clad widow, bereft of
beloved youth and time, because
she loved you only.

Sunday, February 02, 2003

i'm posting from my friends house because, well, my brother shortcircuited the modem. to put it bluntly.

its not funny.

whoo. past few days. visiting, visiting, visiting. my feet are about to drop off. in any case, it has been fun. the money has been rolling in *insert evil laugh here*, i now have a clearer view of the family tree (and discovered i have a primary 1 aunt in the process), have realised that mom gets her way in the end, plants need care while being transported and i need to go now. see ya.