i noticed as i was walking towards bus stops (my entire morning until now has been plagued with bus stops) that many people were toting umbrellas. well, the sun is scorching, and i suppose i'm a walking promotion of that particular point of wisdom. a lack of sunblock can do wonders for your complexion and a marked increase in pain. i can't even scrunch my nose without wincing. come to that i can't even shrug without going "ow" thanks to wakeboarding (and carrying my bag around for the whole damn morning while trudging towards bus stops). but wakeboarding was fun (and expensive -.-). it's a lot like snowboarding except saltier, less painful (thanks to water) and more risky. risky in the sense of jellyfish. its really hard to get chewed up by propellers when the tow line is at least 5 meters out. in any case, daniel got stung by a jellyfish. i dont know whether the pain from the jellyfish sting[s] is worse or the humiliation of the treatment. daniel assures me that they are comparable. in any case, he didn't go into the water again.
lesson learnt from wakeboarding: do not laugh while drinking gin and 7up. you will die.
moving on to other lessons learnt, i found out that you may THINK you forgot something, but in reality you haven't. like when i tried to play my old piano pieces (because scholarship people dont trust your credentials and insist on hearing you on cd. i should just get someone else to play for me and send it to them.) amazingly, i can remember how to play them (more or less). why do i bring this up? because when you think you forget something, it only takes a trigger to bring things to the surface. like
the god of small things. (good book, by the way, i recommend it.)
have you ever seriously seriously cried? like a snake has constricted itself around your throat and your chest and is spasming? and it has gone down your nose and you can't breathe at all and you can only gasp but you can only do one thing at a time and that is either gasp or cry and you can't stop crying? its like the world has diminished into your head and is throbbing to get out and you lose track of your surroundings and time and all you wish is for it to be over, over, over.yeah.
on the station platform rahel doubled over and screamed and screamed